Cara Delevingne remembers feeling “disgrace” and “self-hatred” about sexuality
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Still the model that previously dated Ashley Bensonsays, “There’s still a part of me that makes me think, ‘Oh, I really wish I could just be straight.’ There is still this side. “
Cara admits it is “really complicated” but credits her previous partners and relationships, including non-sexual ones, for teaching her “self-discovery”.
The actress from Carnival Row also learned a lot about herself through modeling. Although Cara has had great success in the profession, she shares that she left the industry because she was “so unhappy and I did not follow my truth”.
“The whole thing just has to fit into the box so feminine,” explains the star. “To me, I’m pretty, I’m definitely an androgynous person, but I love being a woman and dressing up and doing all of that, but I also love just being a little rough and staggering.”